No one cares.
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hebbycakesExcept maybe Carolyn.
I told mom about the whole failing my report, and she said she was disappointed in me. No comfort, no nothing. I guess I was right. It was too much for a slacker to ask.
I feel like I should just be thrown into the cold. I don't deserve anything anymore. Everyone says that they know I can do better, but what if they're wrong!? What if this is the best I can do? They're expecting too much. I am STUPID. I cannot understand things unless they're repeated 100 times or more. There's no hope for me to pass this year.
So I'll probably start crying again and no one is going to care. My own mother won't care. That just makes me feel like shit.
I told mom about the whole failing my report, and she said she was disappointed in me. No comfort, no nothing. I guess I was right. It was too much for a slacker to ask.
I feel like I should just be thrown into the cold. I don't deserve anything anymore. Everyone says that they know I can do better, but what if they're wrong!? What if this is the best I can do? They're expecting too much. I am STUPID. I cannot understand things unless they're repeated 100 times or more. There's no hope for me to pass this year.
So I'll probably start crying again and no one is going to care. My own mother won't care. That just makes me feel like shit.
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Ouch.
Date: 2007-01-09 07:19 am (UTC)Re: Ouch.
Date: 2007-01-09 09:29 pm (UTC)