No one cares.

[hebbycakes]

Except maybe Carolyn.

I told mom about the whole failing my report, and she said she was disappointed in me. No comfort, no nothing. I guess I was right. It was too much for a slacker to ask.

I feel like I should just be thrown into the cold. I don't deserve anything anymore. Everyone says that they know I can do better, but what if they're wrong!? What if this is the best I can do? They're expecting too much. I am STUPID. I cannot understand things unless they're repeated 100 times or more. There's no hope for me to pass this year.

So I'll probably start crying again and no one is going to care. My own mother won't care. That just makes me feel like shit.

Comments

[sapphireluna.livejournal.com]

Run away and start a new life in a circus!
Seriously, things are not going to work out if you don't put some effort in it. Ask for help. Come on. Show them what you can do. Be strong. Yeah!

[kaiba-katt.livejournal.com]

I know, I know. But it's just a real downer for me.

Ouch.

[sslaxx.livejournal.com]

I've been there, myself. That hurts. snugs

Re: Ouch.

[kaiba-katt.livejournal.com]

*nods*

[the-terrible.livejournal.com]

I care about you. *hug*

[kaiba-katt.livejournal.com]

*smiles* Thank you. ^^

[ellivader.livejournal.com]

Hey, this is you-know-who from landels with my personal journal! My icon should really give it away if you can't guess. ;x Anyway, I was wandering around bored and thought 'you know what, I'll drop in and say hello while they be sleeping!' So, here I be~

I know how you feel with the whole thing. I know I'm probably late commenting here, but who really cares? The report I got about a week before Christmas predicted I would get two fails&one E. That was out of four subjects and the one I was supposed to do well on (English Language) is my mother-tongue anyway, so that wasn't much of a comfort.

I'm now in college, which is totally under-rated here. I'm friendly with everyone in my class and we're planning on helping special-needs children do a play for their parents and carers. Bottom line is, I'm happy.

Don't let your mum drag you down. It is only one subject and you won't have to put up with school for much longer. The 'big wide world' isn't as harsh as it seems when you actually get out there. *hug*

~ Elora

[kaiba-katt.livejournal.com]

^______^

*tackle glomps*

Thanks very much! I'm hoping once I get past all this that there is something better to look forward to. Thank you for your words of encouragement!!

*adds you to friends list* :3