hebbycakes | crazy dream

So, I had this dream last night.

To sum it up, I was hit in the back of the head, and I fell down a huge flight of stairs, when I hit the bottom, I broke my jaw and the right side of my body. People lifted me onto a stretcher, and I kept trying to talk. I kept trying to say "tell my friends" but no one could really understand me. They just kept telling me to not talk and they'd take care of me. I don't remember being in pain but I do remember feeling incredibly numb. I also remember being in a hospital, lying there, kind of propped up and just staring all empty-like into blankness. People came to visit me, but I was pretty listless. And sometimes, I'd sort of drag myself around my hospital room, half dragging my body because only my left side worked, and my jaw was hanging a bit, so they had to bandage my head. Every time they'd see me wandering around my room, they'd put me back in bed. All I could think about was if my friends knew what happened, if they were aware that I was in the hospital, badly injured. I remember in the dream seeing the sun rise and fall, and just staring for days on end.

And that's when the dream ended.

I guess I have this fear that if I ever get really hurt, will there be a way for me to let my friends know?

So in case I miss a chance to say it any day, I really love all you guys a lot. ♥ ♥

gurrr... Falling down stairs is still one of my worst fears.