Mar. 30th, 2005

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The haxor handle of kaiba_katt is "Leth@l One".

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I hope that I can become an english teacher in Japan before the populace begins to die from the pollution of the world.

Also... Soon our history class is to start World War 2. (>_<) I already read the chapter... I wish we could skip it. So many bad things... how can anyone say that the war was won when so many people (of every country and race and gender) died? I suppose it will be a way to remember all those who died. Canadians, Americans, Japanese, Chinese, Brits, Germans... all the others.... The Hiroshima bombings and the other city as well.... Everyone was horrible to each other.

But I take no sides. The way a country was 60 years ago is not how it is today. That revived me and made me able to trust and believe in my goals and those around me again. However, when I watch Grave of the Fireflies now... I will actually understand. Though there was bloodlust and horrible things done by empires or the militias, I do know that there were always people that did not want to fight, nor did they want to see their homeland slaughter others or be slaughtered themselves.

I love Japan dearly, and I love Canada almost as much. But after reading about WWII, I lost faith in both. How could I love the country that killed millions? How could I love my homeland that exiled thousands of innocent Japanese Canadians to Japan after WWII, where many of them had never been to Japan before. I felt lost and hopeless... I was trapped in a black void that was eating away at my faith. But then my sister Carolyn, and my family helped me through this dark time... They talked to me and explained many things to me... I soon broke free of the darkness, and could once again smile warmly and openly love Japan and Canada. Once again I was able to look forward to my teaching goals in Japan. I feel as if learning of WWII helped find an inner darkness deep within my soul that needed to be coaxed out and cleansed before I could go on living. I am who I once was once more, and I am proud to be part of the future.

=_=

Mar. 30th, 2005 05:04 pm
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I hate scooping the backyard. Especially when it's springtime. =_=;

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