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hebbycakesWell, I slept on this, so now I feel a little better.
(Caution, rant ahead)
But yesterday, everything went to the hellhounds. Carolyn wanted me to draw Saruwatari, Anomatte, Missao and Yoshiro each on separate pieces of paper, and in a profile shot. I knew it would be difficult, but I tried anyway.
I drew Saru, showed it to her.
"WHere are his feet?!"
"I don't usually draw them in, Carolyn. They're usually off the page."
Then she says I use the cheater's way out of not drawing the entire body incase I screw up. That line hurt. Whenever I draw, she says I use the cheater's way out. V.V That hurts my feelings.
I liked the pic of Saru. 'Twas adorable. So I started on Anomatte. Carolyn, in the meantime, read me an entire gay theatre play. I like gay theatre... This play was definately not one of my favourites. I liked the one about the drag queens more.
I finished the pic and showed it to Carolyn. She complains the arms are too long, that I didn't follow the outline (which I did. But I hate using outlines because they don't work for me), and that his feet aren't on the page. @_@ So, I had to erase his arms and re-draw them. However, we had the joys of having a HUGE arguement which began to escalate.
I ranted to myself in the shower.
Afterwards, I knew that Carolyn was going to tell everything to Asuka, and make me sound like a bastard. Yes, I did sound like a bastard at the time, but that isn't any of Asuka's business. No offense to her. I like Asuka, but like any of our friends, she is not part of the family.
So, I start to explain to Carolyn why I don't want Asuka to hear about this. I told her that the week after next week, when she comes over, I don't want her hating me as well as you. Carolyn then starts assuming I never want Asuka to come over again and that I'm happy that she can't come over next week.
I said that wasn't the case. As I try to explain myself, Carolyn puts on a pitiful voice:
"You're trying to separate us... Just as I get a new friend..."
That broke the ice for me. I shouted "fuck" as loud as I could, not caring who could hear it. Carolyn told me, as she went to take a shower, that I was being immature.
"You're trying to separate us... Just as I get a new friend..."
Look who's being immature? I hardly call a friend that one has had over an entire year a new friend. And I was trying to explain myself. Not separate them. I'm more afraid of Carolyn and her friends than she knows, but I don't want Asuka to never come over again! That got me so pissed off, so I just went to bed. Carolyn and I still haven't made up, but I won't give a damn, even if we do.
(Caution, rant ahead)
But yesterday, everything went to the hellhounds. Carolyn wanted me to draw Saruwatari, Anomatte, Missao and Yoshiro each on separate pieces of paper, and in a profile shot. I knew it would be difficult, but I tried anyway.
I drew Saru, showed it to her.
"WHere are his feet?!"
"I don't usually draw them in, Carolyn. They're usually off the page."
Then she says I use the cheater's way out of not drawing the entire body incase I screw up. That line hurt. Whenever I draw, she says I use the cheater's way out. V.V That hurts my feelings.
I liked the pic of Saru. 'Twas adorable. So I started on Anomatte. Carolyn, in the meantime, read me an entire gay theatre play. I like gay theatre... This play was definately not one of my favourites. I liked the one about the drag queens more.
I finished the pic and showed it to Carolyn. She complains the arms are too long, that I didn't follow the outline (which I did. But I hate using outlines because they don't work for me), and that his feet aren't on the page. @_@ So, I had to erase his arms and re-draw them. However, we had the joys of having a HUGE arguement which began to escalate.
I ranted to myself in the shower.
Afterwards, I knew that Carolyn was going to tell everything to Asuka, and make me sound like a bastard. Yes, I did sound like a bastard at the time, but that isn't any of Asuka's business. No offense to her. I like Asuka, but like any of our friends, she is not part of the family.
So, I start to explain to Carolyn why I don't want Asuka to hear about this. I told her that the week after next week, when she comes over, I don't want her hating me as well as you. Carolyn then starts assuming I never want Asuka to come over again and that I'm happy that she can't come over next week.
I said that wasn't the case. As I try to explain myself, Carolyn puts on a pitiful voice:
"You're trying to separate us... Just as I get a new friend..."
That broke the ice for me. I shouted "fuck" as loud as I could, not caring who could hear it. Carolyn told me, as she went to take a shower, that I was being immature.
"You're trying to separate us... Just as I get a new friend..."
Look who's being immature? I hardly call a friend that one has had over an entire year a new friend. And I was trying to explain myself. Not separate them. I'm more afraid of Carolyn and her friends than she knows, but I don't want Asuka to never come over again! That got me so pissed off, so I just went to bed. Carolyn and I still haven't made up, but I won't give a damn, even if we do.
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Date: 2005-11-08 06:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-08 08:48 pm (UTC)*hugs you because she hasn't seen you in 2 days << >> maybe... or was it one?*
I, actually, was overreacting. But that's just how I am. I've seen her drawings, and I like them. However, I was just fed up because I had spent so long on the pics, and then the faults were pointed out immediately.