Mar. 28th, 2006
The Break-up
Mar. 28th, 2006 07:09 pmWell, it's been decided, unfortunately.
Zeus & Sanzo have broken up due to a stupid fight between Carolyn and I last night.
Sanzo doesn't give a shit, but Zeus does.
So, I've decided to write daily entries of what he's thinking about during this time. They're from Zeus' perspective.
Day 1
It was last night that it happened. Sanzo suddenly shouted at me, telling me we were through. For the first time in my long life, I felt something in my heart... it hurt... I didn't know what it was, but I didn't like the feeling at all. At first, I figured that this was just a spurr of the moment thing... But when Sanzo stopped talking to me, I realized it wasn't just a spurr of the moment thing.
It was really over between us.
I guess it hasn't really settled in... I still feel a horrible pain in my heart that constantly burns. I want it to go away, but no matter how much I try to make it, the feeling doesn't go away.
Could my love for Sanzo have truly been real? Is this why I have the pain in my heart? I wonder.
Perhaps the feeling will go away tomorrow... I pray it will.
It's difficult to pray, considering I am God. But... there's not much else I can do.. It's hard to explain.
I feel like a powerless God.
Zeus & Sanzo have broken up due to a stupid fight between Carolyn and I last night.
Sanzo doesn't give a shit, but Zeus does.
So, I've decided to write daily entries of what he's thinking about during this time. They're from Zeus' perspective.
Day 1
It was last night that it happened. Sanzo suddenly shouted at me, telling me we were through. For the first time in my long life, I felt something in my heart... it hurt... I didn't know what it was, but I didn't like the feeling at all. At first, I figured that this was just a spurr of the moment thing... But when Sanzo stopped talking to me, I realized it wasn't just a spurr of the moment thing.
It was really over between us.
I guess it hasn't really settled in... I still feel a horrible pain in my heart that constantly burns. I want it to go away, but no matter how much I try to make it, the feeling doesn't go away.
Could my love for Sanzo have truly been real? Is this why I have the pain in my heart? I wonder.
Perhaps the feeling will go away tomorrow... I pray it will.
It's difficult to pray, considering I am God. But... there's not much else I can do.. It's hard to explain.
I feel like a powerless God.