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It turns out that I have depression.
^^; Well, that clears up a lot about my constant stress levels. I'm never completely relaxed. I'm always stressed inside about something.
Anyway, I don't have serious suicidal depression. A depression level count from 1 to 10, I'm more than likely a 2 or a 3. But it still can get pretty bad sometimes.
Other than that, I also found out that something that gives me ecstatic happiness now and then is when I have a Kanemaru day (that was the happiest I'd ever been... I got a bunch of Kanemaru stuff from Lucky Winters, like an interview and songs, and I also got an email from Kanemaru that day), or when I get emails from Kanemaru-san. ^_~ I become really, really happy about that.
^^; Well, that clears up a lot about my constant stress levels. I'm never completely relaxed. I'm always stressed inside about something.
Anyway, I don't have serious suicidal depression. A depression level count from 1 to 10, I'm more than likely a 2 or a 3. But it still can get pretty bad sometimes.
Other than that, I also found out that something that gives me ecstatic happiness now and then is when I have a Kanemaru day (that was the happiest I'd ever been... I got a bunch of Kanemaru stuff from Lucky Winters, like an interview and songs, and I also got an email from Kanemaru that day), or when I get emails from Kanemaru-san. ^_~ I become really, really happy about that.
