hebbycakes: (Ocelot is gay for Snakes.)

Taken about 10 hours or so ago? I can't even remember. XD It's cute though. AND I LOVE THE SONG I HAVE PLAYING


Feb. 16th, 2010 02:38 am
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Reading week is on. yay! Had a good Family Day, despite my folks being in Texas. Geeked out about Metal Gear to my sis, which helped me get a few things in order.

Finished Portable Ops, now back to MGS2 so I can better familiarize myself with it.

Sorry for not being on MSN as much, I've gotten into using AIM again. I have a new sn, which is HebbyCakes, inspired by a nickname I was given by Foxy from FM.

Also, Katy, they love our little emoticon of \8D/ and now they spread the love by using it whenever they can.

Not been feeling like using SL, which is a plus for me since I use it too much.

And now some music from MGS4. http://www.divshare.com/download/10489105-d8c If you haven't played it, that's all right. This music is still beautiful, though sad and yet inspirational at the same time. I cry whenever I listen to it... mostly due to the context in which it plays, but even for those who don't know the context, you may still be moved by it.

If you can't play MGS4, I highly suggest watching the longplay on youtube. alexfung23games has an excellent longplay of it. I highly recommend it.

I'll try to sign on MSN more, just the new AIM 7.0 lags like a mofo and seems to hate MSN with a passion, so I can't use both at the same time, unless I'm on meebo. 8/

I feel a lot more safe being a fan of MGS right now because I don't feel threatened like I did back when I was in Discedo. Now I feel like someone that can truly enjoy the fandom, without having to hide from people that took it to the elitist point. I love good stories, the more complicated and gripping the better. I know that doesn't seem to make sense with me being a Sonic fan, but my love for MGS is different from my love for Sonic. In Sonic, I love corny and kiddy plotlines, but in MGS, I love a good, deep rooted and gripping story.

Got back into playing brawl again, which has been a lot of fun. Got the Luigi's Mansion stage, apparently I don't use Luigi quite as much as I thought I did.

I'm pretty glad I'm gonna do MGS2 next, mostly because if I finished with MGS4, I think... I would have been really sad.

Why does Cam Clarke not voice Liquid anymore? This confuses me.

Playing at FM has been a real treat. I am loving every moment of it. Though I need to jump back into the other places I'm apart of, though I need to grab the motivation. Heh. Here's a link to a recent thread I did at FM. I play the Old Snake there. http://community.livejournal.com/fissionmailed/914768.html?thread=81653328#t81653328 Don't read if you don't want spoilers, but otherwise, have at it. It was really touching to me, since my Snake isn't from the end of the game, but rather sometime during it. Sad stoof.

Anyway, see you guys all tomorrow. I have the sound tracks for MGS1, 2 and 4, and am working on getting all of 3's. I also have a few songs from Portable Ops, including Calling to the Night. And I have 3's "Snake Eater". If you want some songs, lemme know.

Also, I love you all so much. *hugs so tight*

PS: At FM, they call me Hebi. xD I thought that was the best pun I'd heard in a long time.
hebbycakes: (AAAAAAH)
You wanna see the awesome outfit I got? Well, here it is!!

Now, count up your crimes! )
hebbycakes: (AAAAAAH)
okay so like, I've always had problems with my teeth. This year, I've been to about 6 or 7 appointments to get my teeth repaired. However, five days ago, I started to have bad toothache on the right side of my mouth. I didn't think much of it, until I got a horrendous migraine. So I took two ibuprofin, assuming it would go away.

IT DIDN'T. It numbed the pain for about three hours, then came back. Today? I took two pills and the pain was numbed for 20 minutes before coming back full force.

It's keeping me from sleeping, from functioning properly... I don't want to OD, that would be awful, but the pain is so. much. Even ice packs don't do a thing. Just make my head cold.

I've got an appointment on friday at noon at the dentist's, I just really hope I can make it without writhing on the floor, screaming. Because seriously, I don't think I've ever been in this much physical pain before. Half of my head feels like it's being crushed in. Or electrocuted.

It really REALLY hurts. I can't stop shaking, and loud noise is... well, pretty much hell.

wants to cryyyyy
hebbycakes: (paper pwnage)
So, Patch IMed me on AIM and apologized, saying he was sorry for being a douche to me. I don't know if he expects me to just go "LOL OKAY LET'S BE FRIENDS AGAIN", what he did was really assholish and I don't particularly want to go through that again.

He told me he's going around and apologizing to everyone, even MS_Elegante people. It's a nice step, but he took a huge step backwards when he made that secret about me, so it's going to take some time before I have trust in him again.

It might never happen, I have no idea.

I told him that he better not think me cruel if I don't have the nerve to be his friend again. Apparently the anons that stood up for him were his friends from RL, and they may have been the same anons that badmouthed me at DM.

I don't even know. I'm just going to go sleep.

I rented X-men Origins to watch. Everyone I know says it's awful, but I want to see it anyway. I watched the other movies, I'll watch this one, too.

Good night guys.


Aug. 5th, 2009 10:38 pm
hebbycakes: (prince r here)

I dunno what to do. And I'm getting bored. Oi.

*flops more.* Maybe I'm just having an off day. Things aren't feeling overly fun right now.
hebbycakes: (good turtle)
Yesterday, I listened to a very powerful radio-sermon with my mom. It was about Forgiveness. I realized it's very hard to come to grips with it, and easy to say, hard to do.

Like, having a fight with someone, either side does not want to "give in" so to speak. And apologizing helps, but you will naturally still feel anger or sadness or guilt deep in your heart. Just thinking about the fight makes your heart thump with pain, I'm sure you know the feeling.

Ebi talks about Forgiveness. )
hebbycakes: (*tear*)

After seeing this clip again... after watching it so many times, I've never cried so hard after seeing it again.

I don't know if it's the meaning I get, or if I understand what she's gone through, but for whatever reason, it moved me.

And these aren't tears I want to hide.

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